...

Aw...Now is time for holiday but seriously...

I don't like it...

Well as you can see...Holiday is boring because there is nothing to do

How should I spent my time on this holiday...

I don't really know...

Probably focus on exam...

Argh...I hate exam

I so tired of all these...

Yawn...Sleepy

藕只属于你

洁琦~~
你知道吗?
藕真的很喜欢你~~
藕每天都想你~~~
每天都那么关心你~~
不管什么事...都一样~~
你是藕的最爱~~
回头想想~~藕爱你都快超过一年了~~
所以啊~~藕想让你知道~~
藕一旦爱上你...就不会放手~~~
只有你才能拥有藕的心~~
所以你,藕的未来女友~~
要好好保管藕的心喔~~
如果藕的心受伤了,请你帮它疗伤...
藕的心如果碎了,你得把它屏回~~
呵呵...不过分吧???
你要记得哦!!! 藕只属于你!!!!!!

Realise

Well...It have been 1 week since I say give up..
But through these days...
I realize that I really cannot don't think 'bout you...
I realize that I really cannot don't look at you...
I regret ? Probably...
It is making me even more different than I used to be...
Giving up makes me don't even stand a chance...
Someone tell me that you like JianZhe...
Should I believe or not ??
If you ask me...I say no...
Because I wish that you're only for me...
Time can't go back...Everything is gone...
Now what I can do??
Trying to get back and take back everything I say...
I will fight for my love and I won't give up...
Kind of my style huh ?
I not trying to convince you...But I really not lying ...
I really love you...More than anyone else...
Even more than Xavier...
On drama...they say let the person you love go after their own happiness...
It's WRONG !! If you can't live without the person...How can you let go ?
That is why I can't !!!
I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU
All these...
How I tell you face to face ?
All these pain...
How I tell anyone ??
Can you understand that how much I care about you
I won't cry for you because I'll die for you
I sometime might angry
But I really not releasing it on you
You not a tool for me
You're my life
You're my everything
I live for you
My brain is you
My mind is you
How I wish I can go the same secondary school with you
I wish I can go through everything with you
Either Sad...Happy...Angry...Irritate...Aggitate...
I want to experience everything with you...
Only you can do this
Please don't leave me alone down here
It's dark and cold
Lead me out...
I'm scared and lost...
I Love You...

Another way to love

Well, Janice...
If you are reading this mean that my birthday has already over...
I keep this blog as a secret as long as I can...
This time I don't want anyone to know what am I thinking...
But one thing can be very obvious...
I really miss you...
There is a lot of question pop out in my mind just right after I say give up
Why must I give up ?
I not really sure but I am sure I will regret...
What I going to do without you ?
I don't even dare to think about it...
How am I going to face you ?
That is the question that trouble me...
I really don't know what to do
Maybe I really fall in love or something
Maybe for this time...
It's real...
I really love you
I mean,not like but love...
Well,this is the first time that I trying to know every little thing of a girl
Not even my first I did care that much
I can't go on...without you...
I don't want to leave you
I wanna be with you
I don't to be hate by you
I don't want you hold other boys hand
I don't want you being too close to other boys
I don't want you ignore me
I don't want you don't made fun of me
I don't want you...don't be my girlfriend...
I don't want you...Don't love me....